Category Archives: Internal Thoughts

Fried Bologna and Spam Sandwiches

Share List I woke up missing my father terribly this morning. I have always meant to talk about him more here, to share both the good and bad (and there was definitely both), but it has been hard with the … Continue reading

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Tired…

Share List This was originally a Facebook post I posted earlier this morning, so if it isn’t cogent… I blame Facebook. People make me tired. This is a long rant so please scroll on by if you are inclined. I … Continue reading

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Highway to Hell and my dad (music/memory)

Share List ACDC has always been part of my life as far back as I can remember. My parents listened to bands like ACDC, then others like Led Zeppelin, Black Sabbath, Queen, etc. My strongest memory of ACDC though is … Continue reading

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Jessie’s Girl and Wolsey (music/memory)

Share List See bottom of post for pronoun disclaimer (note 1): Jessie’s Girl has a special place in my heart. It reminds me of my husband and the time before we got together (before he was my wife, or even … Continue reading

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Music

Share List I had forgotten how much I liked music. I couldn’t honestly tell you when I stopped caring about music. When I was young I loved music, hell I used to sing in the shower (albeit not well). However, … Continue reading

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Heartbeat… TERF Fuckery

Share List I will be honest, before my transition I was so shut down that I would see articles like this, they would make me mad on behalf of the target, but it didn’t truly bother me. Now it does. … Continue reading

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Rough day (transphobia)

Share List Yesterday was harder than normal, and represents the third day in about a week of hostile encounters. I realize this is the new normal, but I figured I would share them. The day started with me going to … Continue reading

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Things I forgot

Share List You would think that I would remember my childhood all the time, the violence (not on us by parents, but surrounding us), the alcoholism, the homelessness, but evidently I forget huge chunks for years at a time and … Continue reading

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Anxiety

Share List One of the things I had done during my FFS was cheek implants. I originally didn’t think I wanted them, but the doc talked me into and to be honest she was correct. I think they look great, … Continue reading

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Long long day… but worth it

Share List Here it is 00:30 and I am awake with anxiety, uncomfortable dreams and still amped from my day. I feel distracted and to be honest emotional (evidently distracted enough that it is now 02:00 because I just sat … Continue reading

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