Category Archives: Internal Thoughts

Long long day… but worth it

Share List Here it is 00:30 and I am awake with anxiety, uncomfortable dreams and still amped from my day. I feel distracted and to be honest emotional (evidently distracted enough that it is now 02:00 because I just sat … Continue reading

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Bathroom Encounter

Share List Gather around for a story of someone who is a royal fuck and why women talking in a bathroom still weirds me out. As a side note, this doesn’t happen in men’s bathrooms. There is an unspoken rule … Continue reading

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15th Birthday Memories

Share List Well today is it, it is my 48th birthday and the first one I am out to the world as who I am (a girl). You think that would be what I was focused on today but it … Continue reading

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Rough Day

Share List I haven’t shaved since yesterday because I go to electrolysis on Saturday, most people at work have either not noticed or have been nice. However… I was upstairs at work getting tea and I am standing there. This … Continue reading

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My privilege, an introduction to what I see.

Share List I know that a lot of my posts are stressed out. Money, emotional baggage and societal issues are fairly overwhelming in my life. It is true, we are $40,000 in debt just to my face, another $140,000 in … Continue reading

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Frustrations at work

Share List Yesterday was quite the frustrating thing. I was dressed up in my blue striped dress, my hair was made up and I had good makeup on. I went out to a non-profit agency with a second monitor who … Continue reading

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Insomnia, Anxiety and Sleeplessness

Share List I can’t tell you why I was awake at 12:30am specifically. I am anxious, tired, pacing the living room trying not to wake my hubby. Of course today I have to audit an agency so it isn’t like … Continue reading

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Morning Ritual

Share List Before I decided to transition, I had unknowingly suffered from white boy privilege. I would give my girlfriends, then wife a hard time about how long it took to prepare. All the while not realizing how long it … Continue reading

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HRT Problems

Share List I haven’t posted much about it because I thought it was a super temporary situation. When I first started on hormones back in April 2018 my numbers for estrogen started to rise, while my testosterone started to fall. … Continue reading

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Just a brief update.

Share List I realize it has been awhile since I posted. I was happily sailing along post surgery, starting to talk about things and I went radio silent. The problem was I just hit a wall unexpectedly. I assume its … Continue reading

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