I often have memories that are sometimes funny, serious, concerning, or just weird that I can't remember what explicitly they are from, or have any real context. Of course, my therapist says a lot of that is probably my childhood trauma, or situations I don't fully remember, but a lot of times they are just … Continue reading Tangent: Weird Childhood Memories 1
I swear I meant to keep up, but life gets busy and my medical stuff has been on such a high level of visits that I haven’t had time. However, I think I want to catch up a little before I start moving forward with new subject posts. I just looked at the website and … Continue reading I promise I am alive
I evidently didn't hit publish the second time.... I just want to scream from the mountains, trumpet from the clouds, all that jazz, on how much I love my husband. He has meant everything to me through all the years. Both as my spouse and my best friend. While we have been together longer than … Continue reading Happy 29th Anniversary My Love
It has been a long time since I was out and about in public as often as this last week. I forgot about the dozen microaggressions in each store, and the contrasting supporting smiles I get. This has been the most I have been in public with the new boobs, and the new fat transfer, … Continue reading Harassed twice in 15 hours…
I have to admit that I never understood why anyone would put botox or lip filler in before I transitioned. Not that I ever had a problem with it. I always felt a person should do what they want with their body as long as it made them happy, but I never understood it. Well … Continue reading Overcoming pre-transition ideas.
https://youtu.be/m_9mKGYKzpU This post is going back to the March 2021 monthly photo/video challenge. All rights belong to freemusicarchive.org: https://freemusicarchive.org/Terms_of_Use Song: Hard Fragility Creator: Bisou Page: https://freemusicarchive.org/music/Bisou/Musical_spaceshift/Bisou_-_Musical_Spaceship_-_02_Hard_Fragility This is licensed under a CC0 1.0 Universal License.
https://youtu.be/D0mmei4EEA4 I totally put off touching a lot of my art/digital/etc due to a downturn in mental health and two different surgeries (thyroidectomy and my abdominal work) and now I am starting to want to get back to it. This post is going back to the February 2021 monthly photo/video challenge. More are coming, but … Continue reading 365 Project – February 2021
I absolutely love the results from my surgeries on my face via FFS. The bone work laid out by Dr. Ley, and the skin/muscle/fat work done by Dr. Mangubat have left me for the first time in 50 years finding I love how I look, and not looking at myself so hatefully. While I have … Continue reading Traditional women’s concerns
I always hate it when I sit to write out the specifics and the details area already drifting away like smoke you can't keep in your hands. I also hate that in order to capture as much of the dream and not change things I need to post it ASAP. Wolsey and I were in … Continue reading Oh… (dream)
It is funny how you can go through the first 50 years of your life and not realize how fucked up things are. Mostly today I am referring to expectations, and especially with expectations, I have placed on myself. The last couple of weeks or so I realized that most of my life is based … Continue reading Expectations