Tag Archives: anxiety

Office Situation

Share List I currently share an office with a pretty cool guy named Tom. He and I get along, he hasn’t had any problem with my transition and it is just a comfortable situation. Yesterday our boss came in and … Continue reading

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Some good news

Share List I got my blood test results back. I have some good news and some ok news. Good news: my testosterone is “LESS THAN 10 ng/dL” and the range is 0-74ng/dL. So at least we know my testicles haven’t mysteriously … Continue reading

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Frustrations at work

Share List Yesterday was quite the frustrating thing. I was dressed up in my blue striped dress, my hair was made up and I had good makeup on. I went out to a non-profit agency with a second monitor who … Continue reading

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Insomnia, Anxiety and Sleeplessness

Share List I can’t tell you why I was awake at 12:30am specifically. I am anxious, tired, pacing the living room trying not to wake my hubby. Of course today I have to audit an agency so it isn’t like … Continue reading

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FFS Surgery

Share List First I want to be clear about this. FFS Surgery was the most invasive surgical experience I have ever had in my life. I had read up all about it, felt I was prepared, and to be honest … Continue reading

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Just a brief update.

Share List I realize it has been awhile since I posted. I was happily sailing along post surgery, starting to talk about things and I went radio silent. The problem was I just hit a wall unexpectedly. I assume its … Continue reading

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A great experience and a realization

Share List Last week I had an awesome thing happen. I was sitting in the McDonald’s drive thru (don’t judge me, I was hungry haha) and was talking to a young dark haired lady. Probably in her late twenties she … Continue reading

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I went back.

Share List It is official, I start back at the job I left in September for concerns about transphobia next Monday (March 4, 2019) . The straight up reason is I need to make as good a money as I can, … Continue reading

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Anxiety, Unemployment and Job Interviews

Share List I have been quiet the last couple of weeks due to an overabundance of anxiety, projects and money stress. Overall it has been going ok, and only some of my stuff is transition related so I will cover … Continue reading

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Money and Job Worries

Share List I woke up this morning terrified from a dream I can’t remember, anxiety about things coming up, and obviously some self dislike at the least. As I talked about earlier I am hoping this week to give notice … Continue reading

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