A dark office building (dreams)

I woke up early today with only three hours sleep, so eventually after 4am I crawl back in bed and fall asleep for about 40 minutes. That is when I started dreaming. I was in a weird old office building, but it was homier than that. There were rooms with little couches, tv areas, etc. … Continue reading A dark office building (dreams)

Dark Bedroom (dream)

I realize it has been a while since I posted, so much for my daily post haha. Now that I have settled and my personal demons to a dull roar I can go back to posting, mostly today about the dream I just woke up from. I am just starting antibiotics yesterday, makes me wonder … Continue reading Dark Bedroom (dream)

2021 Holiday Time

Happy Holidays everyone, my Christmas was great. I got to spend it with my husband, best friend, and lover (lol yep they are the same). My hubby has made my life bearable and I can never express to him how much I treasure that. He is my life. Here he is saying hi. I keep … Continue reading 2021 Holiday Time

I promise I am alive

I swear I meant to keep up, but life gets busy and my medical stuff has been on such a high level of visits that I haven’t had time. However, I think I want to catch up a little before I start moving forward with new subject posts. I just looked at the website and … Continue reading I promise I am alive

Harassed twice in 15 hours…

It has been a long time since I was out and about in public as often as this last week. I forgot about the dozen microaggressions in each store, and the contrasting supporting smiles I get. This has been the most I have been in public with the new boobs, and the new fat transfer, … Continue reading Harassed twice in 15 hours…

Expectations

It is funny how you can go through the first 50 years of your life and not realize how fucked up things are. Mostly today I am referring to expectations, and especially with expectations, I have placed on myself. The last couple of weeks or so I realized that most of my life is based … Continue reading Expectations

Dreams: Old Warehouse

The dream is mostly fading away, but it involved me wandering through an old abandoned warehouse or large supermarket (I am sure this is directly linked to watching one of my LPs with hubby in Last of Us 2 when exploring the abandoned supermarket). I don't think I was any younger during this dream, I … Continue reading Dreams: Old Warehouse

Decrepit Building

I just woke up from a horrible dream. Not a zombie, nightmare infested dream but one that could happen. We were at an older house, one that had fallen into a lot of disrepair. It belonged to an old lady who I never saw the face of, but we could hear in the background freaking … Continue reading Decrepit Building

Life Changes

Be still my beating heart, I am actually posting a typed entry along with a video :). Things are undergoing some major changes, I have mentioned some but not very clearly. Today is my last day on the job as a State Auditor (tomorrow is my last official day, but I took a furlough day … Continue reading Life Changes

Relocation

I realize it has been a few since I last posted. I have submitted multiple Let's Plays, but those aren't my blogs :). I have had a lot of things pop up. The job for the accounting manager at the city of Mukilteo didn't work out. I don't feel too badly about that though. There … Continue reading Relocation