Tag Archives: mental health

Tired…

Share List This was originally a Facebook post I posted earlier this morning, so if it isn’t cogent… I blame Facebook. People make me tired. This is a long rant so please scroll on by if you are inclined. I … Continue reading

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Rough day (transphobia)

Share List Yesterday was harder than normal, and represents the third day in about a week of hostile encounters. I realize this is the new normal, but I figured I would share them. The day started with me going to … Continue reading

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Things I forgot

Share List You would think that I would remember my childhood all the time, the violence (not on us by parents, but surrounding us), the alcoholism, the homelessness, but evidently I forget huge chunks for years at a time and … Continue reading

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Some good news

Share List I got my blood test results back. I have some good news and some ok news. Good news: my testosterone is “LESS THAN 10 ng/dL” and the range is 0-74ng/dL. So at least we know my testicles haven’t mysteriously … Continue reading

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Upgrade of HRT regimen

Share List Things are looking up. After a pretty horrible experience with my previous provider, who told me the hormones won’t do me much good anymore… I talked with my therapist and husband (two different people) and we went to … Continue reading

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Frustrations at work

Share List Yesterday was quite the frustrating thing. I was dressed up in my blue striped dress, my hair was made up and I had good makeup on. I went out to a non-profit agency with a second monitor who … Continue reading

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Insomnia, Anxiety and Sleeplessness

Share List I can’t tell you why I was awake at 12:30am specifically. I am anxious, tired, pacing the living room trying not to wake my hubby. Of course today I have to audit an agency so it isn’t like … Continue reading

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HRT Problems

Share List I haven’t posted much about it because I thought it was a super temporary situation. When I first started on hormones back in April 2018 my numbers for estrogen started to rise, while my testosterone started to fall. … Continue reading

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A great experience and a realization

Share List Last week I had an awesome thing happen. I was sitting in the McDonald’s drive thru (don’t judge me, I was hungry haha) and was talking to a young dark haired lady. Probably in her late twenties she … Continue reading

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Year 1

Share List Today (March 13th) marks the year anniversary date that I came out to my husband as trans. While all the signs told me that it shouldn’t be hard, it was one of the hardest things in my life … Continue reading

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