Two Incidents

The last couple of weeks I have actually been leaving the house more, mostly to pick up things we need or for work. That being said, it is taking me a bit to get used to people looking at me publicly. I didn't realize how much more armor had softened during that time, but already … Continue reading Two Incidents

A dark office building (dreams)

I woke up early today with only three hours sleep, so eventually after 4am I crawl back in bed and fall asleep for about 40 minutes. That is when I started dreaming. I was in a weird old office building, but it was homier than that. There were rooms with little couches, tv areas, etc. … Continue reading A dark office building (dreams)

Surgery Post-Op

Went to post-op yesterday. The fat transfer to my hips/thighs/butt is doing really well. Swelling is gone, we will see how much fat keeps. He said he could have used another liter of fat to finish what he wanted to do. HAHA never wished I was a little fatter before (he stripped everything he could … Continue reading Surgery Post-Op

Funniest Photo of the Surgery (so far)

I haven't taken myself overly serious in a long long time. Before my transition that was because I just didn't care anymore, after my transition I think it is because I have found myself and I don't sweat silly looking things (not to be confused with dysphoria inducing things, that is a different kettle of … Continue reading Funniest Photo of the Surgery (so far)

Day of the Surgery

Well it happened finally, on April 21st I went in and had "waist feminization". This is a fancy way to say I had an Avelar Tummy Tuck due to massive skin left from losing 120+lbs. While the epic Dr. Mangubat was doing that, he liposuctioned all the fat he could and produced 1500ccs of fat … Continue reading Day of the Surgery